Michelle Falkoff is also the author of Playlist for the Dead. Her fiction and reviews have been published in ZYZZYVA, DoubleTake, and the Harvard Review, among other places. She is a graduate of the Iowa Writers’ Workshop and currently serves as director of communication and legal reasoning at Northwestern University School of Law. Visit her online at www.michellefalkoff.com.
BUZZ Magazine actually got a chance to interview her!
I ordered this book as it kept turning up on my “based on your browsing history” section on Amazon. No, it wasn’t because I was researching thoroughly depressing books or books about mental health. It
was because I read a lot of Young Adult novels and this particular book was on a 32% discount. So I took a chance and I bought it.
While I loved the back and forth narration of the story, and getting thoroughly involved with Sam and Hayden’s lives, I was a little disappointed to not get all the answers that was burning me up. But I realized what the author, Michelle Falkoff was driving at. That bad things happen to the best of us and some of us learn to live with it, some of us explode and some of us come through. There is no explanation as to who decides to go down which road. And in real, there are no answers. It’s only fiction that every single thing needs to make perfect sense.
I know a lot readers have complained about how the story does not delve deeper into the lives of the characters, how there is no real character development. In fact when I down to type this post, a part of me was pretty disappointed by the book and wanted to write about that. But the other part of me, the one who knows that life can flip you over like a pancake whenever it wants without any further notice and flip back just as well, knows that’s exactly what Playlist for the Dead was aiming for.
That it’s okay to not have all the answers. It’s okay to begrudgingly accept the hand that’s been dealt by Fate. It’s okay to not know your little world like the back of your hand. Sometimes when things happen we’re left to grasp at straws. We could look for the needle in the haystack but we have no idea what the stupid needle looks like in the first place! And that’s exactly how Sam feels when his best friend Hayden kills himself. Even though they had been each other’s best friends, they had kept their own set of secrets which ultimately lead to the events of the novel. What Sam has been left with is a playlist of songs which claims he would understand what was going on in Hayden’s head.
But this playlist is the needle. Sam has no idea what to make of the songs, but readers such as myself get introduced to quite a few amazing tracks and artists in the process. I cannot say I enjoyed reading the book because teen suicides are not something to enjoy. But I liked how the issue has been handled and this book is more for the friend left affected by a friend’s suicide. It won’t help teenagers who are already at risk. But would help their friends identify them if they are at risk.
In a nutshell, this book tried a unique take on an age-old problem. It’s definitely worth checking out.